anxiety & depression

"Depression is like a war—you either win or die trying. Anxiety is like a battle that never ends. And the hardest part is that the people around you often don’t see the fight you’re in."

I wrote about this a few weeks ago but it didn't feels right. Let's try again; keep it simple and thoughtful. Finger cross it turns out good this time.

Mental illness doesn’t just affect the person going through it—it reaches everyone around them. Watching someone you love struggle with anxiety, depression, or any mental disorder is heartbreaking. You feel helpless, caught between wanting to fix things and knowing you can’t. The exhaustion of offering support that sometimes gets pushed away, the fear of saying the wrong thing, and the weight of not knowing if they’ll ever feel okay again—it’s a quiet battle that loved ones fight every day. And yet, they stay, because love doesn’t walk away, even when it hurts.

Supporting someone with mental illness is painful and exhausting, but love is what keeps you standing beside them. Even when you can’t fix it, your presence still matters.

reflection; adulthood so far.

 

"A man's struggle is often silent, his battles unseen, yet every scar tells a story of strength, sacrifice, and survival."

Adulthood isn’t easy - it took me years to turn struggles, sleepless nights, and silent tears into lessons, laughter, and memories. Alhamdulillah, I am definitely in a better space right now. Enjoying every moments, embracing rough patches and having fun to create more beautiful memories. May every hardship shape me, every trial refine me, and every challenge draw me closer to Jannah.

By the way, raya is around the corner. The goal is to settle all the preparations before last 10 days of Ramadan so bolehlah nak have more reflections, tenang-tenang and buat segala ibadat during the last 10 days.

Wishing everyone a great Ramadan and a fun and memorable raya soon! :)

hello to the new beginning!

It's been a while!

2025 is being good so far. Dapat kerja baru, financially makin stabil, mentally healthy and others. Tapi obviously life is not without a challenge kan? Ada juga challenge here and there but I think I managed well so far. 

It's a middle of Ramadan. Harapnya dapat kuatkan diri untuk immersed myself dengan ibadat 10 malam terakhir nanti. Also planning to make raya more interesting and memorable. Keep it progressing but slow and steady.

That's it for now. See you when I see you. :)